did i still like him???
the question answered when i called him regarding his component of AS.
I m just teasing him about girl.. than i told to him..erm org laki dlm kelas awk kn cket, bolehlh cop aweks selalu...hehe..
to my surprise he answered i already have someone..tp msa tu aku relax j dgr..haha...ego kn biasa ah....aku siap kata lg, baguslah awk ada someone, ada org boleh jaga awk, fly sama2 nga awk...erm seperti biasa jawapannya acuh x acuh...x tahu ah tu....
so we end our conversation.
jauh di sudut hati aku when he has someone, aku terkilan dan bru aku sedar yg i m still like him.. b4 dis i thought that i can forget him...
rite now i m trying my best..b4 dis pon dh trying my best gak..tp still x lupa gak
i hate having this feeling..
it kills me slowly...
so what should i do now??
SIMPLE SOLUTION
get back to the right track
INGAT ALLAH. maybe he is not the best 4 me
ya ALLAH bantulah aku melupakannya..
kalau dihintung hari dan setahun lebih kami x rapat...tp maybe syaitan kot yg membolak balikkn hati ini..klu kira aku dh nk lupakn dia...tp aritu dia msj aku regarding my AS result..maka aku jawablh ..hehe
hatiku bermonolog
afina..kuatkan hatimu..tabahkan hatimu
dirimu bukanlh wanita selemah yg disangka
aku dh delete dh gambar dia...aku dh xde YM dia
hahahahah
start from now on..i will forget him..
i will
i will
it is better to lose him rather than to lose my life and my family
b4 dis aku dh xfikir dh pasal dia
aku study j...bio, chem, fz, math j ada dlm kepala otak ni
baru2 ni j terfikir cket...hehe
sepatutnya aku bersyukur dgn apa yg aku miliki
at least aku ada family..
ada kawan2 yg baik
ALHAMDULILLAH
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