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Thursday, November 4, 2010

OOOHOOO..DUHAI HATIKU YG LARA

alhamdulillah, msh mampu menghirup udaraMU ya ALLAH
SETELAH lama x menulus tinta, akhirnya terdetik utk menulis..huhuh
mngkin krn kekosongan yg terasa and kesedihan~ sedey jwb anat td..huhu messed up everything~ x thulh lepas k x...huhuhu
duhai hati tolonglh jgn sdey2 ek..ingat LA TAKHOF WA LA TAHZAN INNALLAHA MAANA..
TP still rsa kosong, sdey..serius..rsa ketensionan dh nk memuncak..esok start I GAMES...lusa main basket and ahad jd chairman..sorng2 hahahhahaha..partner lost..hahahah xpe2....yg penting misi harus dialksanakan///
then anat test again..of course msa turun tangga tu dh cuak..dpt result kt board..pass or sebaliknya..sudah tentulh kita sebagai manusia nk yg terbaik tp semuanya atas kuasa ALLH..klu pass alhamdulillah, klu x??? hem msti ada hikmah jd mcm tu..by de way tjuk anat utk hari isnin ni..agak tough..pergh first mmg tough kot..hari2 dilalui dgn exam...andrenaline selalu excrete dgn kadar yg sgt byk..huhu
tp itulh kehidupan..fina stop complaining ok..move on..u can do it
ALLAH letak kamu kt cz sbb ALLAH thu kamu boleh lakukannya...
\yeah~ now kna smbung study anat

yeah...ya ALLAH SEMOGA DIPERMUDAHKAN URUSAN KAMI

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

lastly i tell him

i dont know where i have the gut
finally i told him, last night
but sy buat mcm tu sbb sy nk pilih jalan yg betul
sy tidak mahu menjadi fitnah kpd nya
but we still fren...huhuuh
biarlah ALLAH tentukan segalanya
seandainya telah tertulis takdir sebegitu
redha ...insyaALLAH
walaupun berat, tp mungkin ada hikmahnya

U AR SUCH A GREAT GUY..
THANKZ.

wishing u all the best in your life
semoga ilmu agama anda bertambah seiring dgn ilmu pengajian anda
amin..
begitu jg dgn diriku...
semoga kita semua dpt menjadi pejuang islam
INSYAALLAH, satu hari nnti
i have to admit that i m not fully prepared
but INSYAALLAH i will, one day
moga ALLAH mempermudahkan jalan

memetik drp buku ~denyut kasih medic~
JODOH ITU TELAH DITETAPKAN, BEZANYA SAMA ADA
KITA MENDAPATKANNYA DENGAN CARA MULIA ATAU CARA HINA...
semoga sy akn sentiasa mendapat sahabat yg sentiasa mendekatkan diri pod ALLAH.. insyaALLAH.
.Semoga satu hari nnti sy akn berubah ke arah kebaikan..kena berubah.
terima kasih ALLAH kerana
aku masih mampu bernafas di muka bumi ini, mampu bercakap
, mampu mendengar, mampu melihat. alhamdulillah

"Dan jika kamu menghitung nikmat Allah, nescaya kamu tidak dapat menentukan jumlahnya. Sesungguhnya Allah benar-benar Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang." - (An-Nahl: 18)

nikmat ALLAH terlalu besar...ingatlah kita hanyalh hamba..Tidak mampu menghalang ketentuanNYA

Monday, July 19, 2010

sy benar2 terkeliru

is i m doing the rite one..
is i m choosing the rite one
serius..it is hard
and i hate this
i just want to be appreciated
and i know i m so complicated....~ngeee

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Salam..
nie ade cite pendek yg menarik..

I Still Know Who She Is

It was a busy morning, about 8:30 , when an elderly gentleman in his 80s arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00.

I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would be able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided since I wasn ’ t busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On examining it I saw it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors and got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.

While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife.

I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while! As she is a victim of Alzheimer's disease .
As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now.

I was surprised and asked him, 'And you still go every morning, even though she doesn't know who you are?'
He smiled as he patted my hand and said , 'She doesn't know me but I still know who she is.' I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm and thought, 'That is the kind of love I want in my life.

True love is neither physical nor romantic .

True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.
Peace is seeing a sunset and knowing who to thank. The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have


p/s...
cinta itu tidak memerlukan sebab
krn cinta itu hadir tanpa disedari..
it comes from your heart...

sometimes we have no reason
why we fall in love with someone
why???????
sebab cinta itu tidak memerlukan sebab


thankz for the memories...
let the fate plays its role..
thankz for everything..
i m so happy

Friday, April 2, 2010

the things that i want

of course the first one is a happy family....ok...still waiting, still hoping...but ALLAH knows better
-ok...xnk nangis2 dh
..
the second thing..huhuh
friends..that understand me..heheheh but i think it is impossible..
but right now thank god.. i have such a splendid time here with my friend..mereka semuanya baik..sy sayang kamu semua..huhuhu
and of course another thing..i need someone
huhuhuu...but right now..i should focus on my A2....

I REALLY HOPE
I HAVE SOMEONE WHO APPRECIATEs ME,
TRY TO UNDERSTAND ME..
but i have to admit
i am a very complicated person, sensitive...hehehehhe
ceh demand nyer sy..hehehehhe
xpelah sekali sekala
kalau kita nk suruh orang faham kita,
kita pon kena faham orang tu jgk kn
tp memahami seseorng sgt sukar tau..heheh
memetik kata2 sir hasrul
walaupun suami anda sekalipun kalau faham anda plng tinggilh percentange dia hanya 85% hehehhe
wow tinggilh jgk tu..walaupun x seratus peratus..at least faham..heheheheh

ok about friendship...
i have to admit that i m not a good friend
i m not perfect,
i do not understand u sometimes
i really sorry..
.

Monday, February 22, 2010

sudah lama jari jemariku xmenari di atas papan kekunci..
mungkin kerana ketiadaan mood sering kali bertandang..huhu
sindrom tidak ada mood acap kali menyerangku....
barangkali masalah yang terjadi merencatkan pemikiranku,
huhuu..inilah kehidupan..kalau tidak bermasaalah bukan kehidupan namanya
hidup aku kurasakan cukup terumbang ambing...
kadang kala kurasakan diri ini terlalu sensitif...gurauan rakan pun kadang2 aku cepat melatah,
gurauan lecturer pun kadang2 turut menyentuh hatiku

aku rindukan diri aku yang dulu..
aku pun x mengerti dengan diri aku..
jangan katakan orang lain aku sendiri pun tidak mengerti diriku
aku akui tingkahku banyak berubah
aku kadang2 lebih senang menyendiri.....

........................................................
hari ini,
aku memandang langit yang cerah,
aku teringatkan bintang,
yang cukup indah menghiasi malam,
terasa ingin menatap gugusan bintang
ditemani dengan deruan ombak
sambil berlantaikan pasir2 pantai........
mngkin satu hari nnti

buat masa sekarang..aku perlu fokus..A LEVEL sedang menanti
bukan mudah untuk mencapai kecemerlangan,
banyak perkara perlu dikorbankan

'kejayaan semanis madu datangnya daripada pengorbanan sepahit hempedu.....


p/s: rakan2 ausie ramai dh fly...congrate..all the best...

Saturday, January 16, 2010

quotation

i love quoatations very much...heheh
i do not know why..but it comes naturally

for me it motivates yourself.. propel yourself to do something better, to appretiate life...appreciate people around you...and the most important thing appreciate yourself

i believe that everybody is unique..no matter how clumsy u ar, no matter how short u ar..no matter how tall u ar, or no matter how unpredictable u ar..huhu

no one is me in this world, a part from myself...

ok.. i have some quotations to share with u

dont judge people, unless u wore his or her shoe and try to walk 2 miles....

life without friends like death without witness,

ilmu itu didatangi, bukan mendatangi...

ok..thats all....bye..bye

huhu..life is complicated but no matter how hard it is.....life must go on.....huhuhu

About Me

nothing nothing nothing extraordinary..hehe..just a simple person..i m trying my best to be myself..alhamdulillah~ currently doing medicine in czech republik~